Got changed and everything , when i was abt to step out of house .
I dont feel good
I went to lie on my bed, wearing my uni
and i fell aslp

The old me is coming back .
Late for sch , not going to sch .
I just dont feel like going to sch

& by saying me dosen make difference in anything
Exams are round the corner , i know .
I need to study , i know
I need to go sch , i know
I just need motivation for doing all these

& as for the bbq and everything .
Just dont ask me what to do and all those .
Do everything you all need
and tel me whether anot for me to be present ,
& yes i will if im asked to .
Stop asking me to decide anything anymore .

I want a peaceful birthday .

Gonna get my phone back from bf later .
Feel like going to study ..
Tracy where are you !




Just know that I know what i want .