Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' 2:24 PM
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You are mine & I am yours .
I dont wish for a response from you .
But it is expected that you would had done it
Maybe advising and talking to you is useless .
You would always advice me on how to handle situations
& now , im trying to
Cause like you said maybe you and her are not on good terms now
but no one will knows maybe you both will be okay after awhile , like jas .
So why kicking up a big fuss , then after all , both of you will be alright ?
Nvm , its your life , i cant decide much and talked much
If you think im not in the place to advise you , or to make you understand .
Then so be it .
As you said , i dont understand , we have drifted apart so on and so on
Its my fault , not to show commitment in this fs and all
I never went to find you , & when you does , im not free ..
But I had told you , I've found my wonderful best girl , but Im not as good
Haven't I ?
Going on and on doesen make any sense , it just make our r/s even worst .
Maybe i should start to be independent .
You are busy , sorry that Im like a burden to you .
& stop asking me not to think too much , it just reminds me of the past
Which i dont wish to thought of it ever again.
Life is short and im not gonna waste any bit of it .
Making myself miserable is not the way .
