Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ' 10:10 PM
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You are mine & I am yours .
Money and Money ..That's what we are are troubled for every day .
When you don't have money ,
that's it for you .
Couples quarrel because of money .
Human starve to death because of money .
People work because of money .
Girls doll up to look beautiful because of money .
Students study so hard because of money .
bla bla bla ..
So much for me to list them all out .
Cause money is the "main actor" in this world.
Without them , either you suffer or you die .
& yes , it happened to my fam .
Till now i don't even dare to get extra money
And now all the shit things is coming to me ..
Paying these for school , paying that ..
I will never allow all these to happen to me in the future .
Letting my child to worried about money and stuffs when she is suppose to concentrate more on her academic ?
& yes , I'm poor .
How i wish that i can marry a very rich guy and not worrying abt money for the rest of my life.
I had been saying that i wished to be a fashion designer when i grew up .
Having a brand of mine and open a boutique of my own .
Curious about why do i have such dreams and everything ?
Because , when I was young
I dont really buy new clothes that often
Because my mum is the only person that brings us up when we were young .
So , where does most of the clothes that we wore and stored in our cupboard ?
Its was pass down to us from other chlidren from dont know who .
But then , despite of that , we are still very happy that we had new clothes to wear
Then when we are on the streets , those beautiful clothes hanging in the shops ,
we can only stare at it and wish that they could be ours one day .
So for now , when i see things that i like alot ,
i would consider first , whether anot they are just a want of mine or i need it badly .
Then i would decide whether to buy it anot .
& personally , i like to doll up myself .
So for that , i said to myself
that one day i will have a boutique of my own .
And i can choose whatever clothing that i wanted to wear ,
and not wearing clothes that had been worn by others and pass down to me .
but but ..
This dream seems to get further and futher away from me .
:(
Dont wish to type anymore .
Im having a damn bad mood today .
Dont know why ,
maybe its partly because of the weather ?
:(
Im sorry bf .
Maybe thats me You have to accept it , Or else .. i also dont know .
