I feel so terrible .

So terrible to hear those things that i should not have to ,
so terrible to wanted to believe all that you have told me ,
but my mind keep telling me not to .
So terrible to keep thinking too much, when i dont want to
So terrible for not trusting you as much as i do in the past after so many things,
but i wanted to .
So terrible not seeing you by my side
I dont know whats happening to me ,
how i wish that i did not know anything and everything ..

Afterall , i thought i can be strong
but now i know i cant .

Slimyy
Contact lenses
Longgg Hair
White&grey skinnies
Camera
Havannas
Tank tops
A White wallet (:
Hongkong&Japan&Genting .
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