Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ' 11:58 PM
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You are mine & I am yours .
I'm Sorry , I din realise .
I know I've been neglecting you , disappointing you . I'm really sorry about Mon . I know you cannot take such things and all that , but i have my reasons for doing that . I've always think that you've grown , more understanding and care for others . & I know you will always do . Sometimes I'll decide things last min and I know you hate it , but you have to know that at times I have my reasons for that . Maybe it might not be acceptable for you , but i know that's what I wanted to do .I've never treated or felt you as a stranger before despite of the time that we spend tgt now . You are still my very best friend , the one that I like to talk to , sharing my ups and downs . Its not the time we spend tgt determines the strength of our friendship , is place each of us occupied in our heart, which is irreplaceable . That's what I've always believed , & i hope you do .
We both are now happily attached . Sometimes i need more time with him cause that I've said before . Now I believe that you can understand more , cause we are in the same shoe . If in the middle if the night you miss him , and hes not beside you . You call him , & he can come for you . But not for me .
All the advises that you all gave , the talks that we hav been talking abt , I know . Maybe the way I deal with my stuffs is diff . You are straight forward , but i cant . Maybe i can , at times . For now , I'm contented for what that I have . I know you care for me , maybe not as much as you do , but i do care for you. Dont worry , I know what to do , and I can handle it . Sometimes I dont really meant what I've said , just to said it out and thats it . I just need a listening ears to hear me out for somethings .
Dont worry . We will still stay up late together , hav breakfast together , have our best laugh together ,fool around together , doll up together , gossiping together , and all that we does when we are together, when you come back from your holidays (;
I really did really enjoy myself with you today , did'nt you ?
