Monday, October 01, 2007 ' 11:59 PM
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You are mine & I am yours .
When , when and when ..
when i've made my boyfriend disappointed , i feel like killing myself
when i've made my boyfriend angry , i feel like hugging him and say thousands of sorry
when i've made my friend down , i feel like i'm useless
when i've made my parents down , i feel like telling them all that i've been through
when i've no money , i would blame myself why cant i earn lots and lots of money
when i've failed my exams , i feel like jumping off from a high buliding
when i've done smth wrong and made someone angry , i feel gulity
when i look into the mirror , i feel like cutting all the fats that was there
when i've got nth to wear out for that day , i would rather stay at home and rot
when i've got no one to talk to , i will talk to my QQ
when i feel that everyone cant be trusted , i will ask myself , who on the earth can i trust then
when i'm feeling down , i will cry sliently and ask myself why did i cry
when i'm angry , i feel like killing that person who've made me feel so fcuk up
when somene had done silly things that are not suspose to , i feel that they are stupid
when my close friends are not happy with someone that i'm close with , i feel so useless and wonder why is that so
when anyone is talking bad abt the person that i concerns most , i would pray that their mouth will shut quickly and fcuk off
when someone talks bad in front of me , i will ignore them and let them talk to themselves
when i feel that no one knows my existence , i will be disappointed with myself and hate meself for who i am
when i see those pretty girls on the streets , i would wonder when will i be like them somedays
when i see those handsomes on the streets , i would tel myself that dont wish that they will be attrated to you in anyway
when my boyfriend treats me so well , i thanked god that i've found him and feels that i'm the luckiest girl in the world
when my boyfriend looks into my eyes and says "ilu" , i tell myself that i'm gonna stick with him forever
when i'm down and i realised that everyones there for me , i feel so warmth and glad
when i've earn lots and lots of money , i feel like treating all those people that they've treated me well and i know
when i look through sweet msges from people , i will smile to myself
when i've done well for my studies , i'll feel that i'm lucky
when my friend was concern and cares abt me , i feel like hugging them and say " thankyou "
when i see my customers are happy cas they had bought their favourite bags with their expected price , i feel happy for them too
when i see people are happy cas of some things that i've done , i feel that all the consequences that i might be facing are worthwhile
when i've helped someone or on smths , i feel so helpful
when i feel that somethings are meant to be that way , i will go that way
when i dont believe on a particular things , i will wait for it to appear or happen to make me believe thats true or not
when i feel that smth is wrong , but others says that its not , i will go with them
when i really feels that things are gonna be smooth and well , i will go on with what i feels and believe and not care abt what others will say
when i was being fooled by others , i would pray that they will hav their limit and stop what they are doing
when i feel so alone and no one to talk to , i will just go to one side and do my stuffs
when i'm really tired, i would wish that boyfriend is by my side , hugging me close and tight
when i miss my boyfriend , i feel like taking a cab to his hse and give him a hug
when i feel like doing some things , but i dont dare to , i hate myself
when i'm late when meeting my boyfriend , i feel like killing myself for letting him wait
i miss my boyfriend , bud i think i've made him angry again
therefore i feel like cabing down to his hse ,
hug him close and tight and say thousands of sorrys
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